Mental Health Awareness Month
Hi ladies it's me again and happy Tuesday! I hope and pray that each of you ladies and your families are doing well. As we continue on "Mental Health Awareness Month" I'm sharing another blog called "Lessons From Gideon". Now I know it might be surprising that I mention Gideon this month and I'll be sharing some revelation about Gideon that the Lord showed me about him. We read his story in the Bible in the book of Judges chapters 6 and 7 and when Gideon was alive the Jews sadly turned their backs on the Lord. That's the first thing it says in Judges 6 and when an individual or nation drifts from the Lord there are consequences. It got bad that Israel's enemies, the Midianites oppressed them for seven years! (Side note the number seven is a Hebreaic number and it's the number of completion!) The Midianites not only oppressed the Jews but also took their food, cattle, and livestock! Whew! I can only imagine how brutal it must have been for the Jews to have dealt with that! (Side note the current struggles that our nation is going through right now I believe is a result of our nation turning her back on the Lord. That's why I believe it's so important to be in the attitude of prayer over our nation who's enduring both natural and spiritual warfare right now which is why I host my weekly virtual prayer meetings!) The Jews cried out to the Lord to help and that's where Gideon steps in. The angel appeared to Gideon when he was hiding in the cave at the winepress. Gideon was hiding in fear in the cave when the angel of the Lord met him! That right there should tell us something! Gideon was living in fear, probably battling with anxiety, and living in survival mode! How many of us honestly can admit that being the story of our lives? We're dealing with our fears, dealing with family challenges, and living in survival mode. I've been there more times than I can ever count and that's where Gideon was. The angel of the Lord reassured him that God is with him but Gideon still doubted. That's another thing about Gideon. Gideon wrestled with tons of doubt and very likely it was a traumatic response. Anyone who has been through severe trauma often creates distrust in others or God, question people's motives, and overly concern for safety. I know I've been there and that's also what Gideon was dealing with. But in the midst of Gideon's doubt and severe trauma God still had a plan for him. Gideon offers a sacrifice of a young goat and bull unto the Lord then fire bursts forth and the angel goes up in the flame! What a scene that must have been! Gideon of course got paranoid because he encountered a divine being! God of course had to reassure him he's not going to die because the Jews back then had fear of divine beings appearing to them. (Side note I really believe it was a sign of reverence because there were many different situations when God judged the Jews severely for their lack of reverence. It's just something to think about.) Then Gideon came up with a brilliant idea. He goes and grabs some wool outside. He predicted if the wool be wet and the ground be dry he'd know that God was with him! That's what I call a ''fleece agreement''. (It means discerning to see whether or not something is God's well in a practical sense.) Well the very next God allowed for the wool to be wet and the ground dry yet Gideon still doubted. Then Gideon prayed to God for the wool to be dry and the ground be wet and the next day it happened! God was so gracious to Gideon despite his doubts and how much more is He gracious to us even in our lowest moments? Many of you ladies know the next part of the story that Gideon commissioned 32,000 men to fight within the military against the Midianite military who maybe had a million soldiers at the most! Whew! But God told Gideon there were too many men and asked if any of them were fearful for them to go home! Many men left, leaving it down to 22,000 but God said there were still too many men. Ladies think about this. Think if you or I would have been in Gideon's shoes. How would you feel that God told you to downsize your army when your enemy has more people than you? I don't know about y'all I would have been like. ''God have You lost Your mind? My army is shrinking and my enemy has more people than me!'' But yet Gideon obeyed God both times and the Jewish army got downsized again. How it got downsized the second time was to see which men would sit down by the water catching the water with their hands versus the ones kneeling at the water and drinking it like a dog! That seems strange doesn't it? Well, the amount of men who sat down to drink and used their hands to catch water were 300 men while the rest of them lay down by the water and drank like a dog! After that, Gideon and his 300 walked down by the enemy's camp late at night and Gideon's enemies had a dream that Gideon was going to win the battle! God was letting Gideon's enemies know that just because their army is bigger doesn't mean they're better! Then Gideon and his 300 men lit their torches, blew their trumpet which caused confusion in Gideon's enemy's camp. Now ladies remember that the Midianite army had about one million men compared to Gideon and his 300 men and this took place at midnight. As Gideon and his army blew their trumpets and shouted at midnight, God caused confusion to happen to the Midianites and the Midianites therefore started killing each other with swords until not one Midianite soldier was left! Whew! What a crazy way to victory! Ladies remember this. Gideon was not the most confident man when God chose him to be a leader. He was paranoid with fear and had trauma issues but God used him to win the battle against the Midianite army in the most unusual way. Ladies, I want you to consider this. Are you disqualifying yourself because of fear or trauma thinking that God can't use you because of that? Or maybe you've had to deal with generational curses or dealing with impossible circumstances right now that makes you think God is done with you? Think about Gideon. People in the Bible were human just like you and I are and if God was able to use Gideon despite his fear and trauma how much more can He use you? I would highly urge you if you're dealing with trauma to take it to the Lord in prayer and if need be go to counseling to help work through that. I'd also ask God to show you where the trauma is coming from and help you to overcome it so you can be the woman God has called for you to be. That's what I wanted to share with you ladies. Blessings to each of you ladies, happy Tuesday, and have a blessed week everyone.










